Little thing called life

Jobs

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 18:57:12 +0200

Im trying so hard to do every day normal things.. blimy this doing the norm thing is harder than I thought..
Ive got a new job.. im a bar maid.. yes not ideal but I think its going to be fun.
Im hoping im up for the job to be truthful as the last one did not last longer than to weeks. I was a sectary for a m.o.t office. Lets just say there is a lot of people had repairs on there cars that they didn’t need.. Woops! And the stock room is full of Japanese push bike stuff.. Wouldn’t be to bad but they only fix cars. I know im not a bimbo I know im quite intelligent but its hard for other people to see that when you ask what the difference between car oil and petrol is. I think the last straw was when some one booked there car in for an oil flush and they ended up having full set of new tyres and a new aircon done on the car.. Mr. Richards was a little bit unhappy…
So im going to think before I act from now on!!!!!

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Steps to being a grown up..

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 15:04:12 +0200

I woke this morning my eyes where so swollen from crying i could not see!! thats what happeneds when you get dumped....
however i came to the conclution that it was not the fact that i was dumped but the fact that i was once again unwanted.
This led me to the conclution that i need to set myself some ground rules to survive real life love.

1. Think before you talk.. this is how stupid you can sound when your not thinking
The ex boyfriend and i waching a film he turnes round to face me and says "ill be 24 on the 24th of augest" pip not thinking says " my god yea ill be 26 on the 26 of march.. is there a 26th of march?" with a puzzeled look on his face he replies "yes its you birthday pip"

2. Face rejection with a smile and relise the only reason your crying is becuase the other person could not see how wonderfull you are.
see rejection like this if it was ment to be for you then you would have had it.There for there is something else comming your way.

3. Dont try to make your new boyfriend your old boyfriend not a nice thing to do... it can realy start to confuse the situation...

4.dont talk about your exes men dont like that.. it tends to make them angry.. especialy when you call them hank and there name is jon

This is all i no about new relationships so far..... im still a biginner..
no woneder i was dumped!!!

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Waking up

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 21:46:58 +0200

A friend of mine told me today that you cant sit by and wait for your life to start. you have to get off your back side and start it your self!

For the last six years things where handed to me on a plate.(Before that however is a diffrent story.. But we wont delve into that right now)
To cut a long story short imagine Julia Roberts in 'Pretty Woman' !! that was me(apart from the whole hooker thing) I was sweapt away by a tall dark sranger who showed me a life that most people couldn't even dream of.
I went from rags to ritches in a matter of weeks.All my dreams came true. i had everything a 18 year old could imagine.. from handbags that cost thousands of pounds to birthday partys in exclusive clubs where i would have movie stars sing happy birthday to me. Talk about a dream!
But we all know what happends when you dream dont we.... You wake up.
well i fell out the bed with one hell of a thump.

Lets just say my world fell apart and i was thrown away like a sock with a whole in it. Now i have to start all over. The thing is when people are put head to head with a new life they run back to where they came from. However i havent got that choice.
my only choice is to face it head on and try with all my sprit and face my fears.. im now a grown up!

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