A friend of mine told me today that you cant sit by and wait for your life to start. you have to get off your back side and start it your self!
For the last six years things where handed to me on a plate.(Before that however is a diffrent story.. But we wont delve into that right now)
To cut a long story short imagine Julia Roberts in 'Pretty Woman' !! that was me(apart from the whole hooker thing) I was sweapt away by a tall dark sranger who showed me a life that most people couldn't even dream of.
I went from rags to ritches in a matter of weeks.All my dreams came true. i had everything a 18 year old could imagine.. from handbags that cost thousands of pounds to birthday partys in exclusive clubs where i would have movie stars sing happy birthday to me. Talk about a dream!
But we all know what happends when you dream dont we.... You wake up.
well i fell out the bed with one hell of a thump.
Lets just say my world fell apart and i was thrown away like a sock with a whole in it. Now i have to start all over. The thing is when people are put head to head with a new life they run back to where they came from. However i havent got that choice.
my only choice is to face it head on and try with all my sprit and face my fears.. im now a grown up!
